Monday, September 30, 2013

The Good News? It's Curable. The Bad News? You Can't Afford It.

Surely I was sinful at birth, sinful from the time my mother conceived me. - Psalm 51:5

 For to set the mind on the flesh is death, but to set the mind on the Spirit is life and peace.  For the mind that is set on the flesh is hostile to God, for it does not submit to God's law; indeed, it cannot. - Romans 8:6-7

In order for the Good News to actually be good, you have to comprehend the degree of "badness" embedded in the Bad News. 

You are worse off than you think.

 Some of us think we are born into this world innocent, then the world and sin corrupts us, therefore showing us our need for salvation. The problem with that assumption would be The Bible. It tells us that even upon conception we are sinful, never having done anything good or bad. Sin was so devastating, so destructive that it shattered our oneness with God and all of creation. After Adam and Eve sinned, everything turned on itself. Man and woman suddenly felt shame in front of eachother. God became scary and was portrayed to be someone they needed to hide from. The lion and the lamb no longer dined together (at least not in the sense where the lamb would walk away). But one thing was still true, no matter how severe the consequence, God still loved us. All throughout the Old Testament, you see God working with man, making covenants with them they would never keep because they were incapable of following through with such a high order, given their sinful nature and desires. They could pull themselves up by their bootstraps ever so often, but they could not provide a sinless life and sacrifice to appease the wrath of God that settled on men in their sin. Now that we've shed some light on the dark beginning, let's open the curtain on the scene of Good News. 

For Christ also suffered once for sins, the righteous for the unrighteous, to bring you to God. He was put to death in the body but made alive in the Spirit. - 1 Peter 3:18

But now in Christ Jesus you who once were far away have been brought near by the blood of Christ. 
- Ephesians 2:13

Dead in our sins, unable to fully satisfy our debt to God, Christ comes on the scene. He was born of the Holy Spirit through Mary. Now, let's say you are having a hard time settling on the fact that you are born sinful. Well, if that be the case, then why would God require the Spotless Lamb to be born of the Spirit and not of human seed? If we are all born sinless, then there was no use for Jesus to be born supernaturally (unexposed to the sinful human seed). I'll even go further to say, if we are all born innocent, wouldn't it be the worst possible thing for us to hear the Gospel and then have to choose God or Hell? 

I mean if we are innocent, then we are a on a one-way road to heaven! So, the best thing would be for us to never hear the Gospel and go about our lives ignorantly "innocent and blameless". 

Even more than that, there would be absolutely no need for the cross because there would be nothing we needed saving from. This is not so. Christ came supernaturally to carry out what we as sinful humans could not, in order to bring us the peace of God. To settle the score. To be a cup that would hold the wrath of God for our behalf. To present us as blameless and bring us near to God again. What a beautiful picture. That's part one of the Good News. Want to hear the even better news?

 I had concern for my holy name... -Ezekiel 36:21

 I want you to know that I am not doing this for your sake...
 - Ezekiel 36:32

Then they will know that I am the Lord... - Ezekiel 36:38 

God is concerned with His name. It is Holy. His reputation? Flawless. But we Christians still screw things up. The life-long battle is between our Spirit that has now been regenerated and our flesh that still desires the things of this world. We go about our lives trying to live in a way pleasing to God, but ultimately we still fail. For me, I screw up like 10 times a day or more. Even though we have redemption (deliverance upon payment of ransom) and justification (the action of declaring or making righteous in the sight of God), through Christ, we still have the ongoing act of sanctification (set apart for sacred use; to consecrate, make holy) that begins at the time we accept Christ until the time we leave this earth to be with Him forever. So what would be the good news in the fact that God is "concerned for His holy name"? Because he is the God of the universe and has every tool imaginable at his disposal, I'd say he has the upper hand in being certain His name is glorified and His will carried out. Now, I can see where this would seem like bad news if this means that we were now forced to try and clean everything up, stop all our bad habits, follow the Law perfectly..because guess what.. we can't!

So let's sum things up. 
God has seen us in our sin, sent Jesus to die on the Cross so that we stand justified and redeemed before Him because we as humans could not do so, just to now say "Ok, you've got this from here! I've saved you from damnation, now here's hoping you can pull yourself up by your bootstraps and follow my Law.. I got faith in ya! Go for it!" 
Not hardly. Check out what happens next. 


 I will give them an undivided heart and put a new spirit in them; I will remove from them their heart of stone and give them a heart of flesh. 20 Then they will follow my decrees and be careful to keep my laws. They will be my people, and I will be their God.
-Ezekiel 11:19-20

And I will put my Spirit in you and move you to follow my decrees and be careful to keep my laws. Then you will live in the land I gave your ancestors; you will be my people, and I will be your God.
-Ezekiel 36:27-28

So then it depends not on human will or effort; but on God's mercy. 
- Romans 9:16

"...for it is God who works in you to will and to act in order to fulfill his good purpose. -Philipians 2:13



I'd like for you to tell me how many times in the verses above God says, during this process, that YOU have a role in making anything happen. 
Go ahead...
Waiting, waiting, waiting..... 
Ok. Now I want you to notice how many times God says, "I will...". Isn't that a beautiful picture? A Mighty, Sovereign God who sends a sacrifice to satisfy His wrath against sin, who draws us to Christ for redemption, who then causes us to walk in His truth by giving us a new, regenerated heart to serve and love him, and to top it all off, He works in us to will and act in a way that serves to fulfill His purpose in the Earth, for your good and His glory. 

Now I know for some of you, I've just taken a lot of control out of your hands. But doesn't it feel good? Don't you feel like you can REST knowing that God really is in control? That He really is keeping His promise to make His name known and glorified. That's freedom. That helps me to see this present day circumstance as GOOD. That allows me to say a prayer over my child, send him off to school knowing that God is Sovereign no matter what happens that day. That lets me look at terminal illness and say God has a will for my life, and His will brings me joy not matter how many times my happiness leaves me. Maybe that's what Jesus meant when he said, "Come to me all who are weary, and I will give you rest. For my yoke is easy, my burden is light," Matthew 11:28,30. Doesn't THAT burden seem so light compared to the one we carry when we try to work, and do, and be all that God has called us to be in our own power? 

That sounds like a grace that is amazing..and one that sounds so sweet!

 When I began my journey with Christ, I saw life in yellows, oranges, pinks and bright purples. But as time crept by, temptation crept in, failures began to add up, those bright cheerful colors began to fade away. Now it seemed as if all I could see were the many shades of brown and grey. Things weren't so happy and cheerful. 
Where were the butterflies and day lilies? 
Why didn't the grass seem green anymore? 
Why was the canvas of my life so downcast and dull? 

Instead of running the other way when things got scary, when my 89393th failure reared it's ugly head, I pressed into God. More appropriately, He pressed into me. He began to show me that if I would take a step back, and see the big picture, I would notice that even though the brown looked dark and ugly, it had a purpose. Without the yellow and red, the brown wouldn't exist.

If we can imagine our life span on a canvas, with God as the painter in complete control of the paintbrush, we can trust that the things in our life that seem so abstract and hard to make out, will have a purpose in the end. That purpose will always be for our good and for His Glory. 

I've learned to trust the Painter.
No matter how sloppy the Masterpiece looks at the moment. 
I know, in the end, my life will be finished as a beautiful Masterpiece. 
Beautiful, spotless and in perfect harmony, forever to be displayed in the Heavenlies. 

"To him who is able to keep you from stumbling and to present you before his glorious presence without fault and with great joy— to the only God our Savior be glory, majesty, power and authority, through Jesus Christ our Lord, before all ages, now and forevermore! Amen." 
- Jude 1:24-25






Saturday, September 28, 2013

When Grace Doesn't Feel So Amazing

"The.Real.Deal" has been the title of my blog since it first came into existence three years ago. You might wonder, "What's the big deal with a name anyway? Why not just say 'Danielle's Blog'?" Think about the importance of a name for a moment. You spend 9 months debating, arguing and deciding on a name for your child. If you've ever started a business, you may have spent months, possibly years, and might've paid someone to create a name and logo to fit your business according to its purpose. God considered names so important that he even changed the names of grown adults to suffice his plan and purpose for what they were called to do.


“No longer shall your name be called Abram, but your name shall be Abraham; For I have made you the father of a multitude of nations.” Gen. 17:5
“Then God said to Abraham, “As for Sarai your wife, you shall not call her name Sarai, but Sarah shall be her name.”" Gen. 17:15

Needless to say, we've put value on names for quite some time.
When I titled my blog "The.Real.Deal", I had purpose in it. For time sake (and attention sake for the fellow A.D.D. peeps out there), I'll let you read about that purpose here. If you've followed my blog since yesterday, I've changed the name about four times. I settled on the title above "Amazing Grace: How Sweet the Sound" for a very big purpose. 
In all my years of being a so-called Christian, "grace" didn't always seem so amazing to me. It didn't sound sweet to me. 
I mean, sure, it was nice and all and I really liked the idea of it, but it just wasn't all powerful, life-changing, thought-provoking and inspiring to me. It didn't send tingly sensations down my spine which caused me to rise everyday with thoughts of delight towards God. 
During one of my mundane, gotta-get-up-or-God-may-strike-me-dead quiet times, I noticed something about the believers in the old days that just didn't add up to my present day experience with God. 
“For to me, to live is Christ and to die is gain." Phillipians 1:21
"My soul yearns for you in the night, in the morning my soul longs for you." Isaiah 26:9
Those were a couple verses that seemed to shed a light on the Gospel I hadn't yet seen in my own life. I definitely didn't see or feel it as powerfully as they did. Either they were wrong or I was. But the Bible is littered with tons of people just like them. People who suffered terrible loss, death and pain but still found the grace and mercy of God as GOOD and SATISFYING. It just wasn't adding up for me. 
So began my search and a journey down my own winding road, where God would meet me there and take the scales from my eyes so I can see. Even though I wasn't out killing Christians and persecuting those that lived for Jesus, like Paul's Story, I was just as lost. Paul thought he was doing RIGHT by the Lord. The Law came from God. He had understood the Law and all the components of cleaning up the outside appearance, but it was time he knew about the love and grace of God. 
If the Gospel up until this point, wasn't life-changing and transforming for me, I had to question if I knew the Gospel in its entirety, or was I following the religion of my parents and serving a God that can be managed, pulling Him out when needed as my own personal genie in a lamp? These were tough questions for me, but I needed answers. On my quest for these answers, God brought us to a place with a pastor who wasn't afraid of questions. Who didn't see our concerns and fears as "blasphemy." Who didn't regard his opinion or ours as something to be considered. He took us to the Bible. He walked us through Scriptures we hadn't seen before in our 20 plus years of serving Christ. 
He sent us home equipped with nothing but bible verses and a prayer. He had complete confidence, given those two things, we'd find our answers.
Shortly after, I got to work. Bible in hand, notebook open, and drenched with prayer, I was determined to figure out this Gospel that seemed so compelling. Upstairs, at 5 a.m. the scales fell off. In midst of the silence, tears began streaming down my face. They weren't all happy tears. There were also tears of sadness, and to be honest, a little fear. It felt as if the foundation I had built my life, and my faith on, was crumbling underneath me. 
From the outside looking in, nothing much changed that day. I still saw God as my creator, Jesus as my Savior, and myself as His child. But on the inside, in my Spirit, I found out what GRACE was. In an instant it became amazing! Out of nowhere it sounded so sweet I couldn't dry my eyes long enough to read anymore! The Word, after that instant, really did become alive! The story of creation that I've known for years suddenly and vividly became a Love story.
A Sovereign God who chose to create me... 
who delighted in my company...
who grieved the day I chose sin over Him...
who rolled up His sleeves...
 and said, "Enough! I'm coming down there to save you." 
I don't know why God chose to lift the scales from my eyes that day. I count myself blessed to understand the Good News to actually be good. And not just good, but life-changing, transforming and satisfying. I want to take you back to the Cliff Notes of the Creation Story. I pray God shows you some of the key things he has shown me. I want you to notice a few things as you read it. 
Ask yourself... 
what happened after they sinned? 
how did they try and cover themselves?
did they go looking for God or did he come looking for them?
notice that even after they fell, God still provided garments for them..
but, they'd already sewn together fig leaves and tried to cover themselves..
what purpose did God have in creating garments of skin for them? 
It's the beginning of a Love story. A grand one at that! Even when we want to hide in our sins, God loves us to much to not come looking for us. And even though we want to offer our good deeds and cover ourselves from God's wrath, he sees it as filthy. So what does a loving Father do? 

He provides a covering. He shows mercy. He extends grace. 
And so begins the journey of putting amazing back into grace...and the purpose of my blog. 
May God be glorified in my life and through this blog...always.